That’s why I have taken this vow of celibacy and no dating. The celibacy thing is tentative…. I’m gonna try for six months and then a year. I want to be loved and love again eventually- I want to love myself so that I can believe it when someone else tells me. I want to root out that rot that sits inside of me still this next year… I want to nourish my platonic relationships and nourish my village. I want to nourish my soul— I want to fall in love and date myself for a bit. I’m thrilled and terrified at the same time. Continue reading Self Love: an epic