Thoughts on Tuesday evening
Sometimes it feels really hard to be patient. It feels really hard to wait for results, to wait for this … Continue reading Thoughts on Tuesday evening
Sometimes it feels really hard to be patient. It feels really hard to wait for results, to wait for this … Continue reading Thoughts on Tuesday evening
I was walking around with the heavy weight of shame, guilt, distrust in myself, low self esteem, and this insatiable urge to fuck but I wanted to fuck a woman. I was walking on egg shells at home because of the damage I had caused my last spree before I went to jail. Continue reading Going with the flow: an account of how much I’ve actually changed.
I did the open mic night on Wednesday. It was such an amazing experience standing up there and reading my … Continue reading Breaking the bonds of overcompensating for my lack of self confidence.
I was reflecting on the last couple of weeks, thoughtfully examining my daily routine, thinking about the ways I feel … Continue reading Working out and working Sh*t out: exploring the parallels between spiritual growth and physical fitness.
“Our psychological development is dependent upon friction. It is dependent upon undertaking trauma and overcoming its effects. Any journey of … Continue reading Inspiration and Response to: The Crossroads by Dr. Thomas C. Maples
After my post this morning, I continued my self care and worked out, went to a meeting, spent time with … Continue reading Deepening the connection with my tarot cards.
What is it about relationships that brings out the fears in me? What is it about them that also brings … Continue reading Growing pains: not everyday is wonderful but I remain grateful.
“I wasn’t dead, I had a choice and I chose to live.” Continue reading Radiating love this morning
In a couple of my posts I’ve talked about my altar and God box, today when I was cleaning I … Continue reading Crystals, Candles, and Sage: an up close and personal look at my altar and other spiritual tools.
It was like as soon as I read the words, my mind and soul grasped exactly what was happening and the conflict of having all of these paradoxes turned into acceptance of the paradoxes. I didn’t have to live in the either/or mentality after that moment and my day started to turn around. Continue reading The gift of paradox