Self Love: an epic
V: Better late than never If I don’t post today it’ll be two weeks that will have gone by that … Continue reading Self Love: an epic
V: Better late than never If I don’t post today it’ll be two weeks that will have gone by that … Continue reading Self Love: an epic
That’s why I have taken this vow of celibacy and no dating. The celibacy thing is tentative…. I’m gonna try for six months and then a year. I want to be loved and love again eventually- I want to love myself so that I can believe it when someone else tells me. I want to root out that rot that sits inside of me still this next year… I want to nourish my platonic relationships and nourish my village. I want to nourish my soul— I want to fall in love and date myself for a bit. I’m thrilled and terrified at the same time. Continue reading Self Love: an epic
Heavy wishes on starless skies Your enchanting eyesI love to look inside- where I can see the universe but also … Continue reading New poetry 2020
II: Lots of BIG feelings and Reinventing Romance I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting the last few days- I … Continue reading Self love: An epic
I was walking around with the heavy weight of shame, guilt, distrust in myself, low self esteem, and this insatiable urge to fuck but I wanted to fuck a woman. I was walking on egg shells at home because of the damage I had caused my last spree before I went to jail. Continue reading Going with the flow: an account of how much I’ve actually changed.
I’m struggling so badly right now, I don’t know if there’s a shift in energies but I went from okay … Continue reading The struggle is real right now
I did the open mic night on Wednesday. It was such an amazing experience standing up there and reading my … Continue reading Breaking the bonds of overcompensating for my lack of self confidence.
Have you ever felt stuck in a situation that is bringing frustration, anxiety, and the feeling of being crowded? Have you ever had a friend, lover, family member ask something of you that you didn’t want to do but you did it out of fear of losing them or starting a conflict? Have you ever been offended or hurt by an action or the words that someone you love has done or said? If you answered yes to any of these questions I’d highly recommend reading this guide. Continue reading The power of an honest conversation: The ultimate guide to building good relationships with the people around you.
Suicidal lover: a plea I fell in love with a woman that doesn’t wanna be alive. Suicidal ideation seemingly without … Continue reading Poetic Inclinations: some more of my 2019 collection
Relapse Contemplation I have a tendency of letting myself get complacent Resting on my laurels then I wonder why my … Continue reading Poetic Inclinations: Some works from my 2019 collection