It’s been a while
It’s been a while since my last post- I’ve been out of range and out of cell reception. This time … Continue reading It’s been a while
Tag: addiction
Going with the flow: an account of how much I’ve actually changed.
I was walking around with the heavy weight of shame, guilt, distrust in myself, low self esteem, and this insatiable urge to fuck but I wanted to fuck a woman. I was walking on egg shells at home because of the damage I had caused my last spree before I went to jail. Continue reading Going with the flow: an account of how much I’ve actually changed.
Breaking the bonds of overcompensating for my lack of self confidence.
I did the open mic night on Wednesday. It was such an amazing experience standing up there and reading my … Continue reading Breaking the bonds of overcompensating for my lack of self confidence.
Subtle avoidance: the art of procrastination and the complacency cycle in my life.
It’s been a few days since I sat down and punched some keys. Things in my life have been flowing … Continue reading Subtle avoidance: the art of procrastination and the complacency cycle in my life.
Working out and working Sh*t out: exploring the parallels between spiritual growth and physical fitness.
I was reflecting on the last couple of weeks, thoughtfully examining my daily routine, thinking about the ways I feel … Continue reading Working out and working Sh*t out: exploring the parallels between spiritual growth and physical fitness.
Poetic Inclinations: Some works from my 2019 collection
Relapse Contemplation I have a tendency of letting myself get complacent Resting on my laurels then I wonder why my … Continue reading Poetic Inclinations: Some works from my 2019 collection
Sustainable changes: a brief reflection on my history with food
My goal setting is completely different than it would be if it was just appearance based and I have learned to change my nutrition in healthy sustainable ways. Small changes, progressively over the span of almost a year. Continue reading Sustainable changes: a brief reflection on my history with food
The gift of paradox
It was like as soon as I read the words, my mind and soul grasped exactly what was happening and the conflict of having all of these paradoxes turned into acceptance of the paradoxes. I didn’t have to live in the either/or mentality after that moment and my day started to turn around. Continue reading The gift of paradox
Consulting the cards to combat restlessness
I had a pretty productive day today, I was feeling super good about it most of the day. I had … Continue reading Consulting the cards to combat restlessness
Egomaniac with an inferiority complex?
Today is a special day, I have always wanted to write down my thoughts and feelings in this type of … Continue reading Egomaniac with an inferiority complex?
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